For those who don't know, I've recently begun a battle with cancer. I am undergoing treatment for Hodgkin lymphoma and it has not been pleasant, as you can imagine. At the moment, I'm typing at 3:00 am because I seem to have insomnia now. I spend all day fatigued and fighting it, just to finally lay my head down and feel not sleepy in the least. I feel it's prudent to point out that fatigue and sleepiness are two different things, but, alas, one should lead to the other and this eludes me at the moment. So, yes, these are the ramblings of an insomniac at the moment.
I've been fortunate enough to have a ridiculously amazing support group though. Between my family, boyfriend, and friends, I've barely been alone in this battle, which is an amazing thing to be able to report. I don't know if I will make blogging this experience a habit, but if anyone comes across this, positive vibes, words of encouragement, and any type of advice would be greatly appreciated.
Saturday, December 27, 2014
A Short History of a Little History
A Review of Walter
Benjamin's “Little History of Photography”
Finding unity in 1871, the fresh face of Germany was quickly altered
by advances in technology and a booming economy. Born in Berlin in
1892, Walter Benjamin thus grew up in a constantly changing city, one
“deeply marked by the rampant growth of German industry in the last
quarter of the nineteenth century.” 1
This is perhaps why Benjamin's work often discusses how culture is
inherently affected by industrialization and advances in technology.
It seeks to provide “radical explorations and theoretical
extensions of the reconsiderations of relationships among technology,
media, and the human sensory apparatus.” 2
It grapples with how industrialization and mechanical reproduction
mediates “the complex processes by
which we perceive, act upon, and function within that world.” 3
As a prominent philosopher and thinker of the nineteenth
century, Benjamin's career as a writer began while he was still in
high school and his methodology grew as he matured into adulthood,
beginning with German literary and philosophical traditions, and
ending with a critique on a series of problems in contemporary
culture. His well-known essay, “The
Work of Art in the Age of Its Technological Reproducibility” fully
discusses his theories concerning the materialistic interaction
between art and the viewer, but in his “Little History of
Photography,” written in 1931, the reader can begin to see the
beginnings of Benjamin's burgeoning philosophical theories. Because
he believed that “certain historical moments and forms become
legible only at a later moment,” 4
Benjamin utilizes the historical progression of photography to
discuss its significance within the art world, as well as society as
a whole.
“The fog that surrounds the
beginnings of photography,” Walter Benjamin writes, “is not quite
as thick as that which shrouds the early days of printing.” 5
The genius through which photography was born, he asserts, was the
inevitable result of the tireless endeavors of men who independently
strove to capture images in the camera obscura. Continuing the
journey through time, the developing landscape of photography begins
to slowly form: from a fuzzy artistic technique to industrialization,
from private studios to the fairgrounds, where, as Benjamin notes
with derision, “huskters and charlatans” appropriated the new
techniques for personal gain. 6
He touches on a handful of specific photographs and photographers to
show the progression of subject matter from landscape to portrait. He
speaks somewhat poetically on the usability of this new technology,
for “the most precise technology can give its products a magical
value, such as a painted picture can never again possess for us.” 7
These were the slow years for photography, when it was still so
fresh, so new, that photographers were still afraid to look at their
pictures too long lest “the tiny little faces in the picture could
look back at us.” 8
However, the magic of photography
would soon be tainted by businessmen, followed distastefully by the
retouched negative (the “bad painter's revenge on photography”
9).
Photo albums became a fashionable table accessory in which Aunts and
Uncles, cousins and siblings, would be presented leaning against a
column or propped against a pedestal. Benjamin makes no attempt to
hide his derision for this application of photography. Not to be
discouraged by this “nonsense,” Benjamin notes that “to do
without people is for photography the most impossible of
renunciations.” 10
More specifically, the most virtuous aspect of photography is “to
put before the camera people who had no use for their photographs”
11
and the work of German photographer, August Sander, provides the
perfect example for Benjamin. Sander's work consists of hundreds of
pictures taken of people in every social stratum of life. It
empirically examines the differences between different social classes
and is, to Benjamin, not a mere collection of portraits but a
training manual used for the vital need of reading facial types.
Additionally, Benjamin covers the
“present-day” (i.e. 1930's) relationship between art and
photography. He does this in a number of ways but the most succinct
can be seen in the juxtaposition between the views of Antoine Wiertz
and Charles Baudelaire. Benjamin quotes Wiertz as saying that when
photography “has grown to its full stature, when all its art and
strength have been revealed, then will Genius seize it by the scruff
of the neck and shout: 'Come with me—you are mine now! We shall
work together!'” 12
In contrast, Baudelaire's vision of photography is somewhat more
cynical. His quote claims that “if photography is permitted to
supplement some of art's functions, they will forthwith be usurped
and corrupted by it, thanks to photography's natural alliance with
the mob.” 13
In Benjamin's conclusion, he makes
it clear that neither position is really his concern. What both
Wiertz and Baudelaire fail to realize, in Benjamin's eyes, are the
lessons that can be
learned from thinking about the authenticity of photography. In other
words, the legitimacy of photography is not nearly as important as
the discussion to be garnered from its presence. The subject is
filled with cliches that have not furthered the conversation. With
new cameras becoming smaller and smaller, the photographer is able to
capture quick, secret images that lack substance and
understandability. Inscription, then, is Benjamin's answer. With
inscriptions, there is no guesswork to the questions concerning a
photograph's purpose. In the future, the illiterate will be those who
are ignorant of photography, but Benjamin asks: what about the
photographer? Shouldn't he be deemed just as illiterate if he is
unable to read his own pictures?
Ultimately, Benjamin's “Little
History” frames the historical progression of photography within
its growth as a usable technological apparatus. Although not
significantly developed, “the critique of capitalist industry
provides a frame, always present in the background.”
14
The title would seem appropriate, as well, for while historical
progress pushes his argument along, it is but a canvas for the
brushstrokes that reveal a “philosophical account of visual
perception.” 15
Furthermore, David S. Ferris asserts
that Benjamin's chosen method is dialectical materialism, which
“locates things or the
material reality of life within a process that involves ongoing
conflict and opposition.” 16
It is dialectical in nature because no absolute power controls the
process. This approach allows Benjamin to analyze the political,
cultural and intellectual trends of a particular time without being
swayed by the biases of that particular era. While this may very well
be true, Benjamin nonetheless falls prey to his
own ideologies. Indeed, his bias is evident throughout, as he often
implies a “correct” application of photography, speaking with
derision on some and singing high praise for others.
However, that is not say that Benjamin's history has little merit. He
explores the history of photography as thoroughly as anyone could at
the time, considering that the technology was still rapidly growing
and finding its purpose in society. His retrospect of photography's
origins is still a valuable source of knowledge. His obvious and
implied opinions demonstrate the contention that the new technology
faced almost immediately from its conception. The frenzy with which
is was devoured by the masses and the hesitance of the art world to
accept or deny its offspring further comments on the power of the
photography. When all is said and done, the visual image, no matter
its tools of creation, will always provide society with both beauty
and conflict.
Endnotes and Bibliography
Endnotes and Bibliography
Unearthly Alter Egos: Octavian's War Against Cleopatra
Cleopatra has been called “the most powerful woman in the ancient
world's first century B.C.” 1
Her physical beauty was nothing remarkable, yet
“the contact of her presence, if you lived with her, was
irresistible; the attraction of her person, joining with the charm of
her conversation, and the character that attended all she said or
did, was something bewitching.” 2
She was a formidable figure in her own right—an accomplished,
poised woman who consistently seemed to know what she wanted and how
to get it. She was, however, a woman living in a man's world; her
life and accomplishments are inextricably linked with men of great
power—such as Julius Caesar and Mark Antony— and her authority
was validated through the children that resulted from her romantic
affairs. Her impact on the ancient world was not just a by-product of
her choice in lover, though. Cleopatra's public image was bolstered
by the continued association with the goddess, Isis, and it was this
divine persona that made her accessible to the structure of Roman
religion. As the cult of Isis gained a stronger foothold on Roman
culture, Cleopatra's divine alter-ego provided Octavian, ever
desirous of power, with the ammunition needed to subvert the
“inimitable couple” that was Cleopatra and Antony.
From
a young age, it would appear that Cleopatra was primed to be a
goddess among mortals. Indeed, the “Ptolemaic dynasts were one with
the pantheon of Egyptian gods and therefore shared with them the
interior space of the temple,” 3
meaning that Cleopatra was considered a goddess from birth. By the
time of Cleopatra's reign, the cult of Isis had been spreading across
the Mediterranean and to solidify her position, much like other
queens before her, Cleopatra desired to merge her identity with Isis.
She appeared at times in the garb of the goddess. During a parade in
34 B.C., for instance, “Cleopatra, splendidly outfitted as Isis,
was ensconced on a gilded throne, from which she received territorial
gifts for herself and her children.” 4
This particular event demonstrates her influence over Antony and the
force of her Isis persona: “rather than presenting his spoils to
Capitoline Jupiter as was proper, he gave them to Cleopatra as she
sat on a throne in the garb of Isis.” 5
Although
her divinity was accepted wholeheartedly in Egypt, it was some time
before it was accepted elsewhere. The cult of Isis had been gaining
popularity in West because of Isis's appeal to merchants and sailors
throughout the Mediterranean. It's possible that this acceptance of
Isis throughout the Mediterranean aided the eventual acceptance of
Cleopatra as the goddess's reincarnation. Indeed, in the years after
50 B.C., “she likely made the goddess fashionable among the
glitterati of Rome. Isis was the ideal women's goddess—the guardian
of women, marriage, maternity, fertility, and children.” 6
Following Cleopatra's example, Antony, likewise, associated himself
with a divine entity. Much like the Ptolemies, the Romans knew how to
effectively weave their personal histories with the stories of their
gods and goddesses. He “now posed with Cleopatra for paintings and
statues, he representing Osiris or Dionysus and she Isis.”7
However,
as much as the association with divine counterparts was beneficial to
themselves, it also had some negative repercussions. Their divinity
quickly became a tool through which Octavian could wage a propaganda
war against them. Egypt was an important asset to Rome because of its
wealth and plentiful grain supply, and, as such, Octavian sought to
triumph over Cleopatra and Antony. His attempt to do so was framed in
the context of a military struggle against Cleopatra herself, rather
than a civil war between rival Roman factions.
He
demonstrated that the Roman state was still open to foreigners—to
Egyptian culture and religion—by restoring the temples that were
dedicated to Isis, while also using religion to draw a distinct line
between foreign and Roman cults. He portrayed himself as the defender
of Roman gods and goddesses, as well as the defender of Italy.
Although he did continue to encouraged worship of Isis (as long as it
was outside the pomerium), he utilized the difference between “Roman”
and “non-Roman” to construct a discernible Roman identity.
Octavian's actions came at a pivotal time for the Roman Republic;
after being devastated by fifty years of civil war, the Roman
identity had been shattered and, thus, “the significance of his
actions lies in the need for clear boundaries in order to establish
and maintain group identity.” 8
Furthermore,
Octavian believed, like others during his time, that Rome's rise to
world power was directly related to the exemplary virtue of the
forefathers and that the political division and civil war of the late
Republic was born from rapid moral decline. Defending the religion of
the forefathers and restoring the superiority of Roman
religion
over foreign cults fell in-step with the prevailing view of morality.
Naturally, “the idea that the state religion represented the
foundation of the public order led to the practical conclusion that
the politics of change had to start with the gods if a moral renewal
in the image of Rome's forefathers was to succeed.” 9
Cleopatra's and, by extension, Antony's divine alter egos provided
the perfect backdrop against which Octavian could draw his lines
between Roman and non-Roman, enabling him to triumph over the couple
and restore a Roman group identity. With a clear sense of
“Romanness,” it was assumed that the wounds of the Roman Republic
could then began to heal.
Endnotes and Bibliography
Endnotes and Bibliography
Thursday, June 19, 2014
she holds his kisses in her palms
collecting them one by one
she'll save them for a rainy day
when her arms are too empty
and her lips are too cold.
Seatrucks: scswa
she holds his kisses in her palms
collecting them one by one
she'll save them for a rainy day
when her arms are too empty
and her lips are too cold.
Friday, February 28, 2014
Marla
She slept in the ground for forty-three years. She slept and waited, waited for the vibration of footsteps above her--waited for a savior, a shovel and sifting dirt.
She could still feel the knife blade in her stomach.
She could still see the drunken ignorance on his face.
So she slept and waited and gathered her strength. She called upon the worms and spiders to help her.
I will give you my skin and hair and nails, if you will give me breath, she thought. The worms took her skin and the spiders took her hair. They shared the nails.
She breathed cool and deep and waited . . .
She could still feel the knife blade in her stomach.
She could still see the drunken ignorance on his face.
So she slept and waited and gathered her strength. She called upon the worms and spiders to help her.
I will give you my skin and hair and nails, if you will give me breath, she thought. The worms took her skin and the spiders took her hair. They shared the nails.
She breathed cool and deep and waited . . .
Together
We came upon the milky gray river and washed our souls with rosemary.
We must never forget that feeling. The vibration of pumping blood is never too much to handle. Scrapes and bruises must equal severed limbs and crushed bones if we are to survive. The Witch grabs my hand.
We are in this together now.
We must never forget that feeling. The vibration of pumping blood is never too much to handle. Scrapes and bruises must equal severed limbs and crushed bones if we are to survive. The Witch grabs my hand.
We are in this together now.
And since when has darkness been her enemy?
Restless and stretching, bones and muscles, flesh and soul. Reach for the Moon's hand—and find empty air. She sits in the dark and contemplates her choices. Is this the witch's curse? To be so riddled with worry that her bottom lip begins to bleed? Her powers only extend to others and do little to console her own soul, damned as it is.
Her spirit-companion sits near the fire, though it can feel no heat nor cold, and only looks up when she moves around the room. It can feel her restlessness and understands that its immaterial form can offer her no solace at the moment.
With the ground so frozen, the worms do not come out to play and she fears she may have lost her one and only true purpose. A sickness has attacked the small town and there are many knocks on her door for a cure, but she needs the petals from a rose and no one can offer her such a delicacy. Why, then, has she been given this task? Materials are so bare here. Why does the Crow God insist she stay? He says there is a darkness out to get her, but why does he care? And since when has darkness been her enemy? There are many questions keeping her eyelids from closing tonight, and very few answers to satiate her worry.
